IT'S JUST SILLY, ISN'T IT

So, this past week we gave away $500 to a family that was displaced by a house fire. It was a good feeling. Business has been down because of the holidays and because of a couple really crappy BLIZZARDS! It seems that I am shoveling snow a lot these days.

We will make it this winter, I've determined. Despite having our pretty much suckiest month to date, we still managed to pay all the bills (with the help of mom, as usual) and yeah, we anticipated $70,000 in sales for this year and we have SURPASSED that goal! Our payroll was way over budget, and so was our costs on stuff, but that is being adjusted. And as our sales increase, those percentages will diminish.

The silly I spoke of in the title, was in New Zealand, of course. What else could be more silly than someone on formspring, thinking that I am someone talking to them anonymously and referring to me in the way they did. And then being stupid about it. I mean, wth? If I ever give anything to someone it is out of my heart, not based on anything you do or say. And it is without any expectation of your "friendship" and as if, AS IF I would want any friendship from someone who just consistently makes me feel like crap for nothing I DO! When have I ONCE hurt you dude? NEVER! When have I once LIED about you? NEVER! When have I ONCE held you accountable for your own actions or lies or bull crap? NEVER.

I don't really care. New Zealand is still going to be my vacation destination, and perhaps a place I would consider living someday, despite you! And fortunately, not everyone is like you. Inconsiderate, and full of themselves. Sadly, if you don't grow out of your narcissism, it will become pervasive throughout your whole life. And that would definitely be sad. Some good qualities are really going to be overshadowed by a big pile of shit. It's just silly, isn't it?

*someone sent me a comment asking what my twitter was, its toaonikos =)