NOW I KNOW I WAS TIRED!

The last blog I posted was really weird. I mean, I was half asleep when I wrote it, but buy banana's??? What was I on about there? And yeah, I was excited about the whole real estate thing, but I really should have slept instead of talking about bananas???

This weekend has been soooo long. And I went to the site with my brother and sister and their families, and got eaten up by mosquitoes, as well as having fun with friends and family. The holidays are fun. I prefer Halloween to the 4th. I even prefer Thanksgiving or Christmas to the 4th. I just think it is horrible, all that wasted pyrotechnics. It is a complete waste of money on gunpowder and color.

Do we realize how many starving people around the country there are for us to be blowing up millions of dollars nationwide on colorful displays? I can understand flags, and block parties and such, but the rest of it is just a worthless display of 20-30 minutes of pomp. And then it is gone. Up in smoke, literally. And those starving people living below the poverty line are still starving, and probably wondering where the thrill was in looking up to the sky, when they could have had a hot meal instead.

Our country's priorities are so screwed. Independence day? We stole this country from the natives. We are so arrogant. I love this place. Only here can we be as obnoxious as we want, and then ridiculously amazed when people get upset with the way we handle the rest of the world. Oh, to not have to worry about it. I wish I had no conscience.

Anyways, it is again, late, and I have started rambling on again, about our little fairy tale weekend with stars and stripes. And now I have to go to sleep, work on more paperwork for the banks on Tuesday, and finally tie things up for that whole move. I have soooo much work packing up to do. I can't believe I am actually moving. I have only moved in a sudden impact before twice. And I have always moved back after a few years or so. Now I am getting tied into real estate. So it isn't like I can really easily move back if I want without liquidating the real estate.

It's ok. I hope there is more to this move than just the move. On a lighter note, I saw this really beautiful girl this weekend. Wow! I have probably found 2-3 girls in my life who I would flip for! This girl is just that beautiful. But more than any look, she is just fascinating. I mean, something about the girl, or those girls I have liked in my life, that just wowed me. She could talk to me for hours and I would just never get tired of listening to her. Its the passion she has. You can see it in someone.

Almost 5:30 am, I need sleep. Hard to do when you are scratching mosquito bites. Nyte all. And yeah, I will be delayed in sending that gift, but I have like, seriously two more months before I open! So I won't even have time to think about you over the next couple months, let alone send a freakin' gift! So since you aren't even expecting it, you won't miss it, but I won't forget about it. And duh, I won't forget about you either.