IT DOES SUCK

It's funny when people joke with you... Especially when you are trying to act all serious. It is nice when you can laugh about it. It does suck, however, when they gnaw at you about something they know upsets you. It does suck, however, when they are friends with you one day, and then think about something and then blow it off with no explanation. It does suck, however, when you care about your friends, and then watch as one of them looses her friend in front of your eyes. It does suck, however, when you loose one of your friends in front of your own eyes. It does suck, however, when all you can do is let them go... and pray they really care enough to come back someday. It does suck, however, that now you have those memories that are just memories. It does suck, however, when you wonder if there will ever be more memories. It does suck, however, when you smile, and you know it is just a fake smile. It does suck, however, when you used to smile, and meant it. It does suck, however, that you have no control over what people choose to believe about you. It really sucks when you want to just sleep, but you are so restless... because you care.

I could deal with all the limitations that there are, but it does suck that friends put limits on friendship.