JADED!

I always had hope... that somewhere there were people in the world who cared about others more than they cared about themselves. I had been screwed over so many times in my life... too many to count. But I kept a proverbial light at the end of the tunnel, thinking that there was someone out there who still believed it mattered that you just don't hurt people. I always hoped that somewhere in this world... there was someone who wasn't JADED. And that despite what they go through in this world, they wouldn't do what I had seen time and time again from people. But it happened. The most amazing person I had found in my life in such a long time. And he ended our friendship in the most uncaring way. He brought me to sobbing tears. His words cut me deeper than any knife... I didn't deserve it. I am JADED.