I know, I am not giving up hope here, but I am seriously frustrated with the whole landlord and his lawyer asking me for ridiculous provisions to be added to my lease. I will not pay for repairs on his 50 year old wooden stick building should something break down. And I won't go back on promises I made, so why does he think he should be able to do so within the lease itself? I'm just frustrated. I need to be patient this week, but if he persists on being unreasonable and not forthright, I will be walking away in a hurry from this before I get into a fiasco situation.
Easter was pretty cool for me. I opted to not do the whole family thing. Everyone was going to my sister's house and it was a long drive to the house. So I was planning on staying behind to work on getting the place ready and clean to get opened as quickly as possible. Unfortunately that hasn't happened yet. So I decided to stay home, and relax, without any interruptions. It was actually nice. I got the chance to read, think, plan, pray, and just reflect on the past few months. I really don't get that opportunity as often as I'd like. So I took it.
Even if I go for a walk or a drive, I am consumed by deadlines, or having to go home to deal with the same situation I left. So Easter Sunday was just a day of rest for me. I won't be getting much more of those once I begin working 12 hour days, 7 days a week until I get going for a few months. And even then, the winter will begin, and business will be lower than in the summer months, so I will be doing it pretty much on my own then as well.
I hate thinking about all this stuff too much, I just have to let things happen if they are going to. And not worry about it as much if they aren't. It'd be nice to know what is going on, but I can't keep worrying about it, cos I will never get through the days if I do.
Talking to old friends, and new ones. That is a nice thing, always. It is sad when something happens to bring distance... or animosity, but ultimately, when you find yourself to be able to sleep at night, without remorse or regret, then at the end of the day, you are good. I don't want to go too much more into that, but to say... I will be able to sleep well tonight.
Sorry for the "code," I just need to get to sleep after watching the rest of this movie. GET REAL, FTW! I don't care how you get your hands on this movie, it is really good. Some would say it is a "gay chick flick." I say, "FUCK OFF!" At least watch it to appreciate it a bit, and don't be so quick to judge. I enjoy action or horror or base movies once in a while as well... so why shouldn't you expand your mind a bit and enjoy a dramatic movie?
Night all - or morning... Pray that I get this lease this week, and for less of a strain on a friendship I've been trying to foster as of late. K-thanx.
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