Monday, April 6, 2009

WILL I STAY OR WILL I GO NOW?

Two days away, from finding out about my lease. This is the one hinge on which everything else swings from. If this guy signs the lease, I will be able to do all the rest of the stuff I have to get done. If he doesn't sign the new copy my lawyer sent him, I am completely screwed. I can't do anything after that. So now it is just a matter of waiting 2 days!

Damn "friend" of mine got a new scooter, so I was reminiscing about when I had my little Yamaha Zuma, and then they discontinued the model. So I looked up the thing on Google, and to my surprise, they brought back the ZUMA!!! Now I want one! But it is $2200 that I don't have, and would rather not finance right now because of all the money I am taking on this restaurant. I guess my e-mail asking Yamaha to release that model again, really helped! And I guess I will have to wait until next summer to get one.

So this is it, I'm hella nervous. I am like, sitting here waiting for this one thing. I am also sitting here preparing an outline of my first VLOG... It won't come until May or June, only because I will be wicked busy with this thing. But I will get it done and published! For now, I was trying to spend some time talking to someone, rekindling a friendship that I thought I had lost for good. Am I stupid for caring? ABSOLUTELY NOT! I can't wait for this awkward period to pass. There are a lot of things that we both find hard to deal with. But they are all worth sorting out, because the guy is really an awesome guy. I never doubted that about him. But for now, I don't even really want to talk to him, not on a call I mean. But I do try to instant message him when I see him online. He is really busy with all the stuff going on in his life. Which is GOOD! I can't wait to be busy again. It's been too long. I guess time is the biggest struggle in interpersonal relationships and business. I don't like to just sit back and let something happen, someday. I want to do something to make it happen! I guess I am driven and I don't think time will ever cooperate with me! HAHAHAHA

So, give me a bit before I report back what is going on with the lease. I have my brother and my brother-in-law coming and helping get the place ready. I have like... my whole family coming to help out where they can. I have friends I have worked for in the past who are coming to help me get my ordering and stuff done. I am completely ready for this. I can't wait! Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks! Would you like fries with that?

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