So I set up my cell to be able to send blog messages and stuff, while I am mobile. It didn't work. Maybe I wrote too much. HAHAHA. Oh well. I was going to write a message to someone to say, like, "No hard feelings, I guess we just weren't meant to be friends," sorta thing, but I asked my friend, and she said she would just leave it be. So, yeah, I understand that he doesn't deserve the good gesture even, but I have always tried to be the better person. It isn't like I hate the guy, I just don't like him. Nor do I like the characterizations he made about me after all that crap. And knowing what I know now about who he is, the type of person he has become (or perhaps always was), I don't really like what he is about and probably would never have given it a second thought when we stopped talking in the first place. But this has occupied so much of my efforts and energy, both time and emotionally, that I want to put it to rest.
Moving on, today I am sending in for my state certificate, so that I can get my state foodservice manager's license. I need it to send in for the city license. And that one is going to take a while to process. I wish this were faster, because in order for me to open, the health inspector has to sign off on the premises, and in order to do that, he has to technically see my license. Will he let me go without it for a bit while the city bureaucracy and red tape takes its time to do what it needs to do without making me wait it out? I still need to pay rent in the meantime. So that would really suck.
Today is yet another day that I got a good night's sleep. First time in a long while that I have done that. Yesterday, after I got done with the drama, and got on with a friend of mine for a while on skype, and after deleting all my junk social networking accounts, I finally was able to just sleep a really long time. I remember going in the kitchen, making myself some eggs for breakfast, and then falling asleep. And then I looked over to the alarm clock a couple times overnight, to look at the time, and I just figured, that I didn't need to really wake up, and so I didn't until like, 8:30 am today. That was a full 20 hours of pure, unadulterated sleep. I love those. I wasn't feeling all that well to begin with, and the stress and anxiety was really getting to me. I didn't even need to take a Xanax, as I was just so completely wiped out from it all. Thankfully, my body knew what it needed and made me do the right thing. I don't need to be getting sick right now, there is way too much to do!
I will return over the next weeks to describe the new challenges and accomplishments of the future grand opening. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers, please. Have a great day!
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